A quick silence then a mess of hues now takes form on the back of my eyelids. Every thing now seems at peace, but not at reality. I see myself in a environment I can relate to, and it seems so appetizing yet it keeps me waiting. Slides in my mind now past swiftly through the dustiest rooms in my unsuspecting imagination. They spin as a video tape would, and they simulate motion rides that take me on journeys that are forbidden to remember, but are burned into my most terrifying memories. I stand drowning in my reflection trying not to believe what I now cast on my mirror. What demons do I fear that would pull me through the woven blades of grass, and past the red clouds that blanket the lowest Hell. What would crush me under its piercing glance, and what could cut my spirit to nothing just by its ambitious tongue. In these moments when it is quiet, and I have no control I find myself in the most ruthless galaxy balancing on the edge of the universe consumed from inside the reflection staring blankly at ...............me.

I really liked this boy...
I tried to do everything I could to see him, and talk to him...
I could tell he couldn't do the same for me...
Thats what happens when you fall harder for someone then you should...
So I gave him a choice after I told him how I feel...
I just wanted to feel loved...
He chose what I expected...
So I am a little distraught...

I really did like this boy...

Time isn't telling me a thing
it's playing with my heart
I'm tearing at the seams

You on the other hand
Choosing words to understand
It's old, I'm sure you know how... 
> We always find ourselves in
The deepest corner of the darkest hour
We can't get much louder than this
We always lose our hearts in the strangest places
Picking up the pieces we break

I just won't tell you 'bout it

Love isn't costing me a thing
You're hearing what you want
You want me so it seems
[these lyrics are found on http://www.songlyrics.com]

Time is the risk we take
Holding on for one mistake
Let go, I'm sure you know how...

I just won't tell you 'bout it
(I won't tell you)

(Boy, you know how you always)
Oh, break it like you mean it
(You always say)
Boy, say it like you've said it before
(Boy, you know how)
You're just in time to make a mistake
Had all the time i can take